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| A Piece of What I'm Like | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Hiyas! Thanks for coming to my page! My name is Heather and this is my first web page so if i make some mistakes just excuse them. I guess you would like to know a little about me huh? Well i think i should give the people what they want! I am 83% insane according to a "test" i took....and i am 101% pure according to another. I don't know wether to believe either of these! My friends would tell me to accept the first and ignore the second. As you may be able to already tell i am a bit of a comedian. I also do a pretty mean chicken impression Well....i guess that's enough about me for now. Have fun looking through the rest of the page and check out some of the links i added down towards the bottom. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| A Moment of Depression | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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I am sobbing as i write this, For i have no meaningfulness. The world has given up on me As have I on he. What is the point of this Meaningless existance? I am just a small part of nothing, So why do I remain? What distance have i gained? I will never know true care or appeal, For I do not feel. How long must this go on, This torture I call life? I sing to relieve stress, I long for a gental caress, My room is always a mess, Why do I bother to go on? For one reason, And there is ONLY one. For all those who care, They are everywhere. What would happen if I left? Would they remember my gift? My voice is the thing I love, It's as soft as a dove, So that no one can hear it. Because it was meant for them, I am selfish, I want to keep it. But I cannot keep quite. They all think I can solve their problems, When I have too many of my own. My feelings are smashed, And yet another plane has crashed. What do they care about me? I can do NOTHING for them. Don't they see the only one who can help them, And me, Is the Almighty? This is why I remain I still need to refrain, From all that they tell me that I do not want to know. But still forward I go. Only God can help me now, Though I have no clue how. What am I supposed to be? I don't think that is for my eyes to see. I am really not suicidal, It is just a title. It is not for me, Or anybody. All of us will see, Just what we are meant to be. Heather N. Seibert This poem I wrote earlier this year when I was in fact suicidal. My advice to anyone who reads this is to always consider all options before killing yourself becomes one. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| For my Leo..... | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Leo, | I love you with all my heart, soul, body, and mind. This is something that will always be true no matter what things may befall us. You are my friend, my companion, and the love of my life. You also are my match in every way and i think you know that. I long for the day we will meet and be able to talk for hours on end. You are always the one who makes my day, even if it has been a bad one. Never will i be able to forget you, not ever. =) Now for all of you who don't know me and Leo.... We met by the way of my mother. Leo was playing truth or dare with her and a few other friends in a chat room and i just kinda jumped in on it. After that night i started surfing with Leo on my own and we spent alot of time together. Eventually i got up enough nerve to "ask him out" (so to speak) and tell him how i felt about him. So now here we are, together. =))
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